honestly sometimes i wish i was rich. then i could make all our dreams come true & i could be everywhere with you.
life stress free living above the problems, pain, & anguish & agitation, beyond the reach of stressing aggrivation.
to avoid a lifetime trying to find my better half, souls in halves made whole an invitation to fulfillment i'll share my soul.
fractured hearts mended, sewn, taped, & glued back into a working organ, like a boxer in the ring i know your in my corner.
honestly im grateful beyond measure, but two heads are better than one so help me get better.
i play games like i wrote the book followin the plays down to the letter
cause honestly sometimes im too intelligent for myself, and with all my brains i still end up hurting myself.
so im reaching out to you, help me turn me down & whenever we fall together we'll stand up off the ground.
honestly im suprised by all your fire, and inspired by your heart, i dont know how i saw it but i sensed a spark
though my feelings arent strong, somehow i know its worth it cause already ive wasted time & made no money, worthless
honestly its ridiculous for me to promise that i wont hurt you, cause thats unrealistic, & i dont wont to regret cause ive already missed shit
but if you give me patience, i promise not to leave you faithless & i promise not to be blameless, for i know im not shameless
honestly i gotta tell you that im something of a flirt, wasting time with worhtless females knowing me & her would never work
cause she's just too stupid and in games im just so fluent & i leave her feeling hurt & looking foolish
honestly sometimes i dont really give a fuck cause girls come & go & im usually on one
replacement standing in the wings waitin for her chance to replace a lost one
wish i had hindsight, not easily to give up the attention, to take shit back & git my mind right
and i vow to return all the courage i can muster, never to replace you with another
& if i fail to show you who i real am, all you have to do is ask, cause sometimes the world is like a weight upon my chest
& i shutdown cause my regrets & failures are always a small death even if i tried my best
honestly sometimes i give up on the better shit & whats expected of me, i cant fulfill your dreams, always tryna get whatever they can get from me.
left a lotta shit behind & on the way we lost respect for me & few people know the truth & seen the best of me
honestly sometimes i feel like im on the outside looking in & to expalin my self coherently i dont know where to begin
i guess what im trying to say is give us time & lets see where it goes cause sometimes i dont see myself & what others see in me cause im scared of who i am & who i could have & might be & i dont know why they still believe in me
so please just share your love, i dont give mine easily for someone broke me down & defeated me
i hide who i am for fear of pain & execution, all these wrongs in my life fear of retribution
though i fear no man my audacity is the only way i scare myself, from heartbreaks and deprssion i try to spare myself
honestly i hope you never lose faith in me, cause i would hate to see the day you turn to replacin me
its hard to give up myself freely so i'll give you what i can, cause it took a lot to tell you this honestly from a man.
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