what do you do when at night you can't sleep
exhaustion coats you frame like a wet blanket
but your mind won't shut down
thinking about the morning
about yesterday
what i said and how i could say it differently
where's a prayer when you need 1
is God working things out the way you want Him to?
why do they insist in agitating me?
oh please God don't let that happen!!!!
why is it so hard to be a good person when all you wanna do is hit
everybody that makes you mad or
cuss them out sixty-seven ways from sunday?!
when will they learn you're not the one to play with?
is this bridge worth burning or do i torch this shit?
why do i let that stress me?
do they really think that litlle of me?
oh fuck that you won't stress me cause you ain't shit either.....
when will it all end?
why can't time move faster?
time moves slow when you're waiting for the beginning
of the rest of your life....
don't judge me by the same standards!
why did i never see i was so wrong?
excuse me for venting but the steam burns
after sitting to long
confined to the recesses of my mind....
why didn't i just do it THAT way....
how can i keep her here?
why won't SHE talk to me anymore?
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME BE?!?!?
why do i feel so misunderstood and alone?
is that why i suround myself with so many "friends"
you're presence enrages me...
i feel so caged....
what happens when we die?
did i make the right decision?
who can i REALLY trust?
how can you not do that?
leaving? when?!
what the HELL are you looking at?
where does it all end?
insomnia.... it keeps me awake at night....
