Soliloquy of a Player

Big Pun said "I'm not a player, I just crush a lot"
I found myself singing this on my way to your g-spot
Cause you feeling me and I can see your body hot
And all I can see is how I want our bodies to rock
I say I'm feeling you and you say I'm feeling the same boo
But come on now you don't really believe that do you?
You know like I do what it's really going for
What will happen after we close this door
How our bodies will touch turn and plead
How we're really just here to fulfill a simple need
That really has a better natural purpose
But all you want is to see me shirtless
And I wanna see you too in all your natural splendor
We're trying to go on a physical bender
I'm trying to make you hit your utmost peak
My hard breathing drowned out by your scream
This is my addiction. This crazy affliction.
This aint math but if we go wrong there could be addition
And subtraction all because I want some on the side action
Because I'm your #1 but you're only my #2 or 3 maybe even #4
But what's done in the dark stays behind a closed door
Cause knowing I can make you feel a certain way
That really just made my day cause I can have you my way
But this this aint right cause I'm saying I love you tonight
Knowing damn well you won't be too long in my life
I'll get what I came for and in the night I will flee
And break your heart you so foolishly gave me to me
Because I am a man with really no obligations
I'm only interested in you for the promise of later relations
You say what did you do so wrong to deserve this?
Maybe because your conversation skills are worthless
And so my mind strayed and deviated and I communicated
But after I get it our relationship will be abbreviated
And don't think that you'll be re instated
Because desperation is something I've always hated
It gives me satisfaction knowing I have this power over you
It's real gratification knowing you have not a clue
I'm a dude that really knows how to run game
And once you've met me your life won't be the same
Cause I am so complex and I keep you thinking
But you don't see your warning lights blinking
Because keeping me to myself is my forte
And to have you wrapped I really have few words to say
But what can you do about it you that tries to change me
And when the pimp part dies you'll only maim me
And i see your halo you only want to save me
But its hard to change what the world made me
Yeah one day I'm thinking about settling down
But I'm having too much fun to start now
Maybe if you give me a little time and lots of patience
Your time won't be wasted and we'll be higher than a spaceship
At the moment your heart is plain but mine is faceless
Maybe in being a huge flirt and a straight jerk I'm tasteless
But I do have some noble qualities and once they show you'll follow me
Because I'm in the dark and I need a light to see
But your halo is blinding me to all the confusion I left behind me
Cause you need me but I don't see that I need
And my own personal ends drive my greed
Oblivious to the fact that after the act I will be empty
Until another challenge walks by to persuade and tempt me
But enough of this its time to leave to get down
Until in my own foolish game like a dead weight fish I drown