Random!

Why are these thoughts blazing through my head
4 in the morning and I still havent went to bed
If only I could just shut my brain down
Then i wouldnt let my slow body drown
Here they come there they go hot thick an fast
Feelings present feelings future feelings just past
So why is my mind in such a high gear?
Is it because the beginning of the end is so near?
These thoughts clash around my brain like automatic fire
Im on cloud eleven could my body get any higher
Thoughts with the acuracy of an ace sniper
Im trying to balance out my brain on a high wire
My genius moving fatser than the speed of light
I streak past the galaxies on my interstellar flight
I dont know why but it seems i am the surreal
Immersed in this sensual reality I feel
I am obsessed with the remainding eventuallity
That I will finally catch up withj my distant reality
Oh here go my awesome brain waves
Mind on star number 326 for 623 days
But lets get past that fact writing my life
And this is what? the 19th act?
And how many more to go
Until the end of the show?
Will they scream and shout encore
Will they plead for them bring me back once more?
Or should i just stop acting
And start reacting?
Oh I know lets go with that thing you know spontanaeity!
Remembering the good old days when they used to say to me,
"You'll be someone great we'll read about you one day"
But Ive been here done that and im set to run away
I don't want this future I want to write my own
The little boy lost in imaginations he calls home
Future pre-determined by machines
But I am addicted to life and adrenaline! Yes! a fiend!
But i dont know why I blather on so...
But I talk and talk and its in circles that i go
To reach there from here which road do i take?
What risks challenges and mistakes do i make?
But maybe i think to much maybe thats why this depresses me
Thinking about doing something where they will arrest me
Thinking about all the times God has blessed me...
But I dont know if my life has any fun in store
But i'm going to bed now i wont think anymore