Here We Go Again...

here we go again....
i turned around, looked up and fell in love again...
it was so sweet... you and me...
it felt like a fairy tale you would be the apple of my eye
for you i would live love breathe and die
for the longest to me you felt unattainable
my attraction to you it was so unexplainable
then one day something changed
you were atually paying me attention, you called my name
i answered your call for comfort, trying to ease your pain
like him, for me i was hoping you would feel the same
but suddenly everything changed... "friendship" that was the word you said
at that moment i could have fell over dead
i feinted strength to ease your guilt
hiding the way i really felt
but i realized that we werent meant to be
at least not to you but definitely to me
but i guess i should have known it wasnt gonna be this easy
as soon as it comes love always seems to leave me
in a cloud of dust...
never really having gotten a grip
i still remember the softness of your touch, the sweet feel of your lips
on mine even thought it was so short i still enjoyed our time
i want you back make no mistake...
but i dont know how long that will take....
you know they say you dont know what youve got until its gone
but what if it just passed you by? and didnt even stay that long?
so here we go again...
love has up and left me....
these tears i have.... may stay a while...
for now i'll fake happiness....
hiding my innner pain with a crafty smile...