im slowly losing touch because i'm torn between the one i lost & the one i want
dreaming of days on the beach a sexy couple walking in the sun
its funny to me because she doesnt know how insane she drives me
i lay awake at night & wonder how it would be to go to sleep every nite with her beside me
she knows just how to kiss touch feel & caress
my heart hammers in my chest then slows down like cardiac arrest
she's got my heart in chains, almost like loves incarceration
the echoes of her phantom love reverberate around my heart
her whispers bounce around my brain
she's sending me schizo because i hear her voice in my head
all i want is to take her down & make her shake & scream
if she never knew love or pleasure i know i could make her believe
everything in order not one iota out of spot
i dont see many like her & i know they envy the heart she's got
no im not in love but maybe its just a matter of time
trade out all these nickels for this one dime
i'd be her sunshine & she'd be my star
because no matter where i go i can feel her shine from afar
& i know there is only one place she should be
but my only downfall is that it isnt me she sees
because by my own foolishness i let my compulsiveness lead me astray
no the love i could have had has faded away
so in this whole fiasco somehow you remain blameless
because i know this stems from my own lack of patience
so all this time in was simply wasted
because i cant keep my mind from flying off on a spaceship
when i havent even gotten done with this plan yet
so in those moments of my forethoughts absence
my focus on this stage has become absent
leaving me backward
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