the return

gone for so long and come back not a damn thing has changed
not an instance where its comforting to know things stayed the same
same little boys and girls runnin the same old routine games
same bunch of people still fighting with a different set of names
no upgrades here gotta pocketful of lames
no maturity earned you should be ashamed
swear you have a life thats a fools claim
thats why i pushed yall to the left
leaving home was only for the best
packed up my bags and i got ghost
all the nonsense the things i didnt miss the most
same old streets same old hood i couldnt have stayed
for a way out at night silently i prayed
my fears quietly to rest laid
the bloodshed tears and rage and pain
couldnt look back to what i left behind
wishing they would follow my example scratching at the back of my mind
to see the rest of the world my only wish in life
stuck in nowhereville would have been to let me die
the drama locked in a closet, stupidity pushed down the stairs
stepped out of my comfort zone and did it without a care
they said it was a fools fairy tale i chased
but i shrugged them off i hadta make my way
relief from the monotony of the average every day
its a sad when you grow up and the people you know dont
scared of change so moving on they wont
no sense of what it means to evolve
im sorry that in these streets you r life revolves
discussions of where yall would be in 20 years? what a joke
sorry to move on without you but my givvafuck is broke.